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Today is a bummer day. I have stupid ideas about stupid topics and may not eat. I do not like it and wished I would be less broken. = (
* sigh * I wish I could just sit in some way. This has given me in life so much broken, like so many other things. I hate that I just would .. like healing I'm very, very happy that I have Jule those who kept me from a very deep hole and I have made some back rausgeholt has I think, otherwise it were me, just very much worse:. /
It's just so stupid that I'm alone here. Because there is no interest, too. Because no one will notice anyway. And when, it's always just a "oh, you've lost, you look good!" which I just can not use well, thank you.
That makes me all scared. I have now lost over 15 kg in a year ... it's hard to say that it is enough. I have a feeling it will never be enough, and that makes me even more scared. Because I can not stop. Because I always climb back on the scale and hope that it has become less. = (
I will be shopping anyway and cook and eat something. Great? But I do not want. I do not like. = (
Yes ... sorry for this stupid emo record. I will definitely soon be happy again, but right now I really hangel narrowly on a precipice. Good thing I am with Jule had secured the rope, so
:.. /
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