From the soul of an earthworm to the value of a rat life ...
Sezierkurs leaves me at the university, and I can say "as expected", no peace. Last Thursday was now the erste Tier getötet und seziert (nein, wir töten die Tiere nicht selbst), und zwar der Regenwurm. Das ging mir sehr gegen mein Gewissen, und es war nicht gerade leicht, den ersten Schnitt zu tun, nicht, weil ich nicht wahrhaben wollte, dass dieser Wurm tot war, sondern weil da einfach eine Respekt-Hemmschwelle ist, die ich dann immer habe. Die ist eben beim Wurm nicht geringer als bei Huhn oder Ratte; ein Umstand, auf den ich eigentlich sehr stolz bin, weil ich etwas gegen die Wertzuschreibung von Leben aufgrund der Größe und Bedeutung des Lebewesens für den Menschen habe.
Ist der erste Schnitt getan, geht der Rest schon einfacher von der Hand. Ich möchte ja nicht, dass das Tier ganz umsonst gestorben ist; aber gerade so I have every Prapärationsschritt fear of doing something wrong to destroy something. Even when we are done long ago, and even the "Disposal" I'm careful.
I am very happy with our teacher, because I have already experienced so crass, but it has itself apparently a lot of respect for life, for it showed us even in the flatworms (perhaps NEN half inches in length and simply in sink could wash away) indicated that they are living creatures, and after the course, the animals were again exposed in the wild, where they were captured. A job that is certainly not because of any such "primitive" micro-organisms would make.
after tomorrow is waiting for the section of a grasshopper on us. I feel ambivalent me: I am both very glad that the price covers only very little with which I have already done, because then the death of the animals the best possible learning experience for me, but then I feel too unprepared; us so no one says how to do something very well, we "will make a stop." In Tübingen
we had after all a very helpful reader, I've also just picked up again from the sidelines. Now I find it only at how little I have from the course at that time "taken away" really. If I have learned one thing from my new beginning, then it is that I do not longer so easily ignored, half do or even my documents after passing the written exam throw away (I miss those documents now all painful. = ().
I have sooo much forgotten or never noticed before. Well, that is forgotten after four years Although probably not a shame it's sad when I think back to the animals that are dead to me since all this I now know much more to appreciate... (
Otherwise, just as my thoughts go through your head like: How much is a life actually worth when animals are killed just for a demonstration effect I find that very sad;? prepared slides, pictures and models but would also (and better) Show how it looks. I have to say as that I now see Tübingen different because there we have dissected a lot less than we do here. We often had "only" a freshly dead animal that was passed around to see something specific / feel, otherwise we had a lot of prepared slides for microscopy.
Overall I think just a shame that small body size means as often as low life value. If we were to dissect a bouquet, which would surely make more vertebrae than the chicken, or a horse more than the rat cause a stir. This is such nonsense. I notice but especially at the course itself, especially in the earthworm ... passes through the slicing and preparing me such an animal very close, and I was very impressed with how complex such a worm is already built, with brain and blood circulation and all. In one thinks otherwise simply not yield. But whether this is enough really been a reason, to justify a course? I think not.
When I think that so much is, I get very discouraged. I feel like I would wear every week for more blood on their hands. Especially to animals, I have a unspeakably bad conscience. Sometimes I almost cry when I caress my rats Phoebe or "hello" say, because it is such a hypocritical double standard ... one part sweet, warm and soft and the other on the dissecting table, sitting, with the bloody Bone shears in hand.
But precisely for this reason I want to be a teacher, I do not want to appear arrogant, but I think I look forward to life, a respect that is worthy to be taught to others, it is always important for people to be convey that we can not continue as Pasha may make our environment and exploit. Every being has a right to but its existence here, and it is more important than ever to relay that. And not only from the selfish reasons that we might otherwise be worse off. But because it should be common sense. Because we already burned out of compassion not ants, battery cages or dog suspend support should. Of course I
will not move a large amount of students to spiders in cups to take out of the apartment, just because I have them held a bioethics lecture.
course of my courses are not more vegetarian than to go out of Lord X '"I do not care, meat is tasty" - fair.
But perhaps I can put small plots of small stones, which are capable of anything. I can set an example at least that it can be different than just "not care". I get the chance to arguments. And last but not least you have a teacher as a role model, even if it is not even so will still want to be seen by students as an example, it happens.
The theme Sezierkurs will probably accompany me the whole semester by acute, probably far beyond. Why not?
But to come again to speak to the university itself (I know I am very diffuse, but whatever): in general I am always happy with the new beginning, but I also feel incredibly stressed out and having a enormous amount of material face; which is ridiculous when you consider that I Bio once had been (if before age 4 and has long been forgotten, at least I vaguely remember and I have the tag all already heard and understood) unc I chemical not really follow, because I still hope that I my course will be counted. In English all more or less new to me. From next week it comes to syntax, that is finally something that I had before, everything else is new territory.
fun I've won a lot, and I bloom here very much! Especially with Jule in English for me to feel totally cool, I like to sign up and tell also like what, I come before me no longer timid. I like to prepare (I have never liked to!), I'm learning now eagerly. In short, I am a completely new student. And very happy about.
have only depends I do that it still is not enough, I can absolutely nothing to estimate, as expected, just something is exactly what is required. This makes me very insecure and restless.
I'm curious to see how this turns out even the first semester. I look forward to the move, on Christmas, the holidays. I also hope that I can get rid of a little since then the feeling that the stuff I was passed permanent.
Yes. So much for my impressions today. Maybe I'll write more soon again. To friends and such. But for now it's enough for now. One thing I might just say: I miss my friends who are like me. I've got really only Jule. Kat
I miss a little. The time to study here. Cultural Studies in a threesome would be awesome.
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Mini Period After Menopause
In women predominate suicide attempts, suicides among men
(OpenPR) - In comparison to the "stronger sex" Women suffer more frequently from depression, anxiety disorders, panic disorders, phobias, eating disorders and somatization disorders. "In men, however, are more common personality disorders, antisocial disorders and alcoholism. In women predominate suicide attempts, suicides among men, "says Professor Dr. Mechthild Neises hookers (Psychosomatic Obstetrics, Hannover Medical School).
In all ages, mental and psychosomatic Disorders in women diagnosed and treated more frequently than men. A connection with the employment status is not clear. Women in middle age to take psychiatric drugs, tranquilizers and sleeping pills to a three times more often than men - often in an addictive disorder. When a substance dependence tend the "lords of creation" rather to the alcohol.
The differences are probably multifactorial. Mechthild Neises seen in the discussion:
- biological factors
- interaction between personality and social factors
- gender Socialization experiences
- differences in help-seeking behavior
- gender stereotypes in the diagnosis
Mechthild Neises and colleagues Hobbyhookers offer in their volume of essays gender, cultural identity, psychotherapy, "interdisciplinary contributions to the topic. "All items are pleasantly straightforward, in the different Sprachgebung complicated, but always intelligible. I recommend any therapeutic activity, seek guidance from the plethora of sound-researched data and inspiration, "writes Dr. Andreas Manteufel (Bonn) in the journal "Systhema" (3 / 2008).
Mechthild Neises, Gerhard Schmid-Ott (eds.): Gender, Cultural Identity and psychotherapy.
Pabst, 298 pages, ISBN 978-3-89967-366-1
more information on women
http://rottentomatoes.com/vine/j/Frau
http://www.thediary. org / women /
http://www.xanga.com/Frauen
(OpenPR) - In comparison to the "stronger sex" Women suffer more frequently from depression, anxiety disorders, panic disorders, phobias, eating disorders and somatization disorders. "In men, however, are more common personality disorders, antisocial disorders and alcoholism. In women predominate suicide attempts, suicides among men, "says Professor Dr. Mechthild Neises hookers (Psychosomatic Obstetrics, Hannover Medical School).
In all ages, mental and psychosomatic Disorders in women diagnosed and treated more frequently than men. A connection with the employment status is not clear. Women in middle age to take psychiatric drugs, tranquilizers and sleeping pills to a three times more often than men - often in an addictive disorder. When a substance dependence tend the "lords of creation" rather to the alcohol.
The differences are probably multifactorial. Mechthild Neises seen in the discussion:
- biological factors
- interaction between personality and social factors
- gender Socialization experiences
- differences in help-seeking behavior
- gender stereotypes in the diagnosis
Mechthild Neises and colleagues Hobbyhookers offer in their volume of essays gender, cultural identity, psychotherapy, "interdisciplinary contributions to the topic. "All items are pleasantly straightforward, in the different Sprachgebung complicated, but always intelligible. I recommend any therapeutic activity, seek guidance from the plethora of sound-researched data and inspiration, "writes Dr. Andreas Manteufel (Bonn) in the journal "Systhema" (3 / 2008).
Mechthild Neises, Gerhard Schmid-Ott (eds.): Gender, Cultural Identity and psychotherapy.
Pabst, 298 pages, ISBN 978-3-89967-366-1
more information on women
http://rottentomatoes.com/vine/j/Frau
http://www.thediary. org / women /
http://www.xanga.com/Frauen
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Discount Fishing Gear Sunshine Coast
Unistart!
Hooray, Hooray, Yippee and yay! So tomorrow is finally the right one, true start to university life! Although
I actually would have no reason to get excited because I have a start of the semester and even seven times already witnessed. Anyway. This is indeed now my new start, my second chance. Since I am very nervous and excited! And I'm looking animal!
I can still remember how I wrote last year in the spring, namely, in the lectures in Tübingen, was sitting alone, was because Sarah is no longer there and Oli eh never be over looked, and on the side letters to my dear internet friend Jules, the times had asked, as at the university was actually Sun
then I would never have guessed that it would ever come so different than I thought. I just know that I did in education lecture Buffy wrote about and that I would find it very nice when Jules and I could experience this together, as Buffy and Willow.
And then, in autumn, came the thing with the training and I remember Dennis, Julie and I were sitting in the room with Dennis and a solution sought and the Internet on the website of the University of Kiel around reading. I know that I thought at the time: "Too bad we do not live close to each other, then we could be best friends at the university and talked about it and so". And later I thought it would be very cool if we could study English together. But that was not true. Once there was the distance, then the fact that English teachers what else was as an English master, and thirdly, that I was already so far in the study.
I think the happiness that I had here is a very rare and valuable chance: Because I duke, broke the distance problem, then I should start over and that at the Bachelor, because state examination no longer was. Bachelor and different times not only for teaching and non-teaching position.
And so I am now landed here, with my wife in Barmissen, polythene at the CAU in the new bachelor's degree, which is now the second year offered. I know that I will be waiting for the first time in Bio nothing new, since I still know all of Tübingen. climb in English I tomorrow but directly with an introductory lecture on linguistics, in front of me a little bit gray. But since I'm with Jule, so I need as surely not to be afraid, we are then finally two attentive brain, which is certainly rich.
Film Studies ago I was already a little scared, but I'm positively excited. =)
And when I think how I was when I started in Tübingen as polythene, I know I've matured a lot since then, and when people starting now, so are like those with whom I did started, I have nothing to fear. Ertaunlich I find since, as far Jule is already in its independence and so ... somehow she was already so extreme mature when I met her, and I have so often feel that they have a whole lot more than me, yet I'm already come so far since then. In this sense, it will happen to us certainly good at the university. ;)
I am full of optimism and energy and enthusiasm, and I can hardly expect tomorrow, although I'm afraid so.
Hooray, Hooray, Yippee and yay! So tomorrow is finally the right one, true start to university life! Although
I actually would have no reason to get excited because I have a start of the semester and even seven times already witnessed. Anyway. This is indeed now my new start, my second chance. Since I am very nervous and excited! And I'm looking animal!
I can still remember how I wrote last year in the spring, namely, in the lectures in Tübingen, was sitting alone, was because Sarah is no longer there and Oli eh never be over looked, and on the side letters to my dear internet friend Jules, the times had asked, as at the university was actually Sun
then I would never have guessed that it would ever come so different than I thought. I just know that I did in education lecture Buffy wrote about and that I would find it very nice when Jules and I could experience this together, as Buffy and Willow.
And then, in autumn, came the thing with the training and I remember Dennis, Julie and I were sitting in the room with Dennis and a solution sought and the Internet on the website of the University of Kiel around reading. I know that I thought at the time: "Too bad we do not live close to each other, then we could be best friends at the university and talked about it and so". And later I thought it would be very cool if we could study English together. But that was not true. Once there was the distance, then the fact that English teachers what else was as an English master, and thirdly, that I was already so far in the study.
I think the happiness that I had here is a very rare and valuable chance: Because I duke, broke the distance problem, then I should start over and that at the Bachelor, because state examination no longer was. Bachelor and different times not only for teaching and non-teaching position.
And so I am now landed here, with my wife in Barmissen, polythene at the CAU in the new bachelor's degree, which is now the second year offered. I know that I will be waiting for the first time in Bio nothing new, since I still know all of Tübingen. climb in English I tomorrow but directly with an introductory lecture on linguistics, in front of me a little bit gray. But since I'm with Jule, so I need as surely not to be afraid, we are then finally two attentive brain, which is certainly rich.
Film Studies ago I was already a little scared, but I'm positively excited. =)
And when I think how I was when I started in Tübingen as polythene, I know I've matured a lot since then, and when people starting now, so are like those with whom I did started, I have nothing to fear. Ertaunlich I find since, as far Jule is already in its independence and so ... somehow she was already so extreme mature when I met her, and I have so often feel that they have a whole lot more than me, yet I'm already come so far since then. In this sense, it will happen to us certainly good at the university. ;)
I am full of optimism and energy and enthusiasm, and I can hardly expect tomorrow, although I'm afraid so.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Turned On After Brazilian Waxing
Got tagged =)
01) Bold what is true about you.
02) Underline what is half true.
03) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
04) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
05) Tag five LJ friends.
06) Ask me anything about the bold/italicized/underlined. (yeah, please do
)
• I miss somebody right now.
• I don't watch much TV these days.
• I own lots of books.
• I wear glasses or contact lenses. (I own glasses, but that doesn'd mean I wear them)
• I love to play video games.
• I've tried marijuana.
• I've watched porn movies.
• I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
• I believe honesty is generally the best policy.
• I curse sometimes.
• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. ( I used to, but not anymore)
• I have broken someone's bones.
• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
• I hate the rain.
• I'm paranoid at times.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Depends on my mood)
• I need/want money right now.
• I love sushi. (Veggie Sushi)
• I talk really, really fast.
• I have fresh breath in the morning.
• I have long hair.
• I have lost money in Las Vegas.
• I have at least one sibling.
• I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. ( I once had those false black fingernails with skulls on them which I wore for Carnival)
• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
• I like the way that I look.
• I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
• I am usually pessimistic.
• I have a lot of mood swings.
• I think prostitution should be legalized.
• I slept with a roommate.
• I have a hidden talent.
• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. ( I can really be quite jumpy at times =) )
• I have a lot of friends.
• I have kissed someone of the same sex.
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
• I love to shop and/or window shop.
• I'm obsessed with my Livejournal.
• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
• I'm a pretty good dancer.
• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
• I've rejected someone before.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
• I want to have children in the future.
• I have changed a diaper before.
• I have a lot to learn.
• I am shy around the opposite sex.
• I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
• I have at least 5 away messages saved. ( I used to, but they got lost with the new ICQ- update)
• I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past
• I own the "South Park" movie.
• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Livejournal. (Well, not LJ, but to be online, anyway)
• I enjoy some country music.
• I would die for my best friend(s).
• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
• I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. ( I don't care about the candy, but Halloween still is awesome!)
• I have dated a close friend's ex.
• I am happy at this moment.
• I’m obsessed with guys.
• Democrat.
• Conservative Republican.
• I am punk rockish.
• I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
• I study for tests most of the time. ( I wish I'd study more... I usually start way too late and don't get much done)
• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. (I used to. Then peer pressure made me learn the "normal" way of tying them very quickly. I still know how to do it "my way", mind.)
• I can work on a car.
• I love my job. (I loved teaching, anyway, and I usually love being a student as well. Let's just hope it stays like this when I'm a "fully grown" teacher :D )
• I am comfortable with who I am right now. (Could be more...)
• I have more than just my ears pierced.
• I walk barefoot wherever I can. (again, I used to, and I am very sad that nowadays I am usually too ashamed to walk barefoot, though I really adore it!)
• I have jumped off a bridge.
• I love sea turtles. (I love ALL animals! =) )
• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
• I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (Even if to the world my dream seems unimportant and small, to me it is major! =) )
• I am proficient on a musical instrument. (Well, I can play a little on my guitar and a little on my keyboard. It's not much, but it's enough to be able to play some songs, and I enjoy it!)
• I hate office jobs. (Fortunately, I didn't have to work in one, yet.)
• I went to college out of state.
• I am adopted.
• I am a pyro.
• I have thrown up from crying too much.
• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
• I adore bright colors.
• I usually like covers better than originals.
• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
• I can pick up things with my toes.
• I can't whistle.
• I have ridden/owned a horse. (I have ridden one, when I was a child, and I would love to do it again)
• I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
• I talk in my sleep.
• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
• I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
• I wear a toe ring.
• I have a tattoo.
• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
• I am a caffeine junkie.
• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (Well, I am pretty much a greeny, and I like being it. Still, I wouldn't call it "spiritual". Oh, and yes, I have hugged a tree before, when I was 16. But it felt really stupid.)
• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
• I have been to over 15 conventions.
• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner
• I'm an artist. I like to draw.
• I am ambidextrous. ( I wish I could do more with my left hand, although there are some things I am good at with both hands.)
• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
• I have terrible teeth.
• I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
• I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (Well... my real- life- friends ARE friends from the internet. What now? :D)
• I have lived in either three different states or countries.
• I am extremely flexible.
• I want to own my own business.
• I smoke.
• I spend way too much time on the computer.
• Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. ("Every now and then"... more like "Every time" ;) )
• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
• I have played strip poker with someone else before. (Not Poker. But other games, very unusual ones. :D )
• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
• I can't stand being alone.
• I have at least one obsession at any given time.
• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. ( I used to do this some time ago... kind of weird, when you think about it. XD )
• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
• I'm a judgmental asshole.
• I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (Well, hopefully not HUGE)
• I have traveled on more than one continent.
• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. ( I rather wish he'd re appear, but then again, I wish he'd just drop dead. Anyway, I wish he would disappear from my life. ;) )
• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (Big YES on this one)
• I can speak more than one language.
• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
• I would rather read than watch TV.
• I like reading fact more than fiction.
• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
• I have no piercings. (I don't wear them now, anyway.)
• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (Twice I almost had to, but in the end I got home/ to a friend's in the middle of the night, so that I never had to actually sleep in some public place.)
• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
• I've been married and am now divorced.
• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
• I like most animals better than most people.
• I own a collection of retro games consoles.
• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
• I have hit someone with a dead fish.
• I have written/read erotic stories.
• I am compulsively honest.
• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. (Something like this, yeah, when I was about 12... and it went on until I was almost 15)
• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
• I dislike milk.
• I obsessively wash my hands.
• I always carry something that's significant around with me.
• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
• I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too.
• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.
• I love Harry Potter.
• My parents are not together.
• I don't believe in love.
• I hate people who walk incredibly slow. ( No, I am someone who walks incredibly slow. =D )
• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
• Sometimes I don't shower before work. (More like "half of the time"... I wince at the very thought of wasting water, so I would never shower more then once every other day. And I don't really see the point, either.)
• To me, procrastination is like a disease!
• I want to sleep now.
• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other. (I wouldn't watch . I'm not voyeuristic or anything. Still, it's nice to see couples kissing, and I don't care about their sexes; maybe I'd feel happier about two guys because many gay couples don't dare kiss in public. But I think it would not make much of a difference.)
• I am a typical Gemini born.
• The more I searched the less I've found.
• As a child I was a huge crybaby.
• I'm feeling alone very fast. (Not anymore; sometimes I miss friends very much. But I don't feel alone.)
• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess, who saves the day!
• I always have to spell my (real) name. ( Well, believe it or not, people really have difficulties with it quite often. Still, it's not going to get better after our marriage, I bet. XD )
• I want to die in my sleep.
• I have a strange laugh.
• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
• I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.
• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I could never get rid of. (lots. LOTS.)
• I sing 80's hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis.
• I have a speech disorder.
• I'm infatuably attracted to men with long, blond, curly hair I can't deny this seeing as how the last man I crushed on was a Lestat look-alike.
• I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day.
• I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies.
• I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.
• Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character.
• My dreams are so vivid, they feel real.
• I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.
• I can get jealous easily!
• My computer and harddrive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
• I prefer to buy CDs than download music, free or otherwise.
• I haven't had my first kiss yet.
• I have had teeth pulled.
• I listen to music in at least five different languages.
• I think boys/guys/men are icky.
• I prefer dim lights or candlelight to bright lights
• I fully acknowledge that I love lame jokes, because they're lame. (not because they are lame. Just because I think they are funny.)
• I get happy when I buy food on sale. ( I could even dance my happy- dance after putting it in the fridge. :D)
• I can find beauty and something to love in anything around me.
• Desperate to find where I belong (sometimes. But usually I feel cosy and belonging right where I am)
• I am a home-owner
• I more often feel like an outsider than that I belong
• I'm very spiritual, but not religious at all.
• I've been to 10+ concerts in my life.
• I worry a lot about my future, but at the end of the day, I know I'm going to get everything I'm working for. ( I wouldn't say "a lot", but the rest is true)
• I own 20+ band related clothing items
• i'm absurdly nervous around beautiful people.
• I don't believe I can be fully happy unless I'm crushing/in a relationship with someone.
• I've never been attracted to someone of my own race / ethnicity.
• I can not function without various friendships.
• I regularly do my homework.
• I own two rooms. : D
• I can not burp.
• I am hungry right now!
• I love Disney movies
• I show compassion for every living creature
02) Underline what is half true.
03) Italicize what you wish was true about you.
04) Add one true thing about you to the end of the list.
05) Tag five LJ friends.
06) Ask me anything about the bold/italicized/underlined. (yeah, please do
) • I miss somebody right now.
• I don't watch much TV these days.
• I own lots of books.
• I wear glasses or contact lenses. (I own glasses, but that doesn'd mean I wear them)
• I love to play video games.
• I've tried marijuana.
• I've watched porn movies.
• I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
• I believe honesty is generally the best policy.
• I curse sometimes.
• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. ( I used to, but not anymore)
• I have broken someone's bones.
• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
• I hate the rain.
• I'm paranoid at times.
• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (Depends on my mood)
• I need/want money right now.
• I love sushi. (Veggie Sushi)
• I talk really, really fast.
• I have fresh breath in the morning.
• I have long hair.
• I have lost money in Las Vegas.
• I have at least one sibling.
• I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. ( I once had those false black fingernails with skulls on them which I wore for Carnival)
• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
• I like the way that I look.
• I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
• I am usually pessimistic.
• I have a lot of mood swings.
• I think prostitution should be legalized.
• I slept with a roommate.
• I have a hidden talent.
• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. ( I can really be quite jumpy at times =) )
• I have a lot of friends.
• I have kissed someone of the same sex.
• I enjoy talking on the phone.
• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
• I love to shop and/or window shop.
• I'm obsessed with my Livejournal.
• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
• I'm a pretty good dancer.
• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
• I've rejected someone before.
• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
• I want to have children in the future.
• I have changed a diaper before.
• I have a lot to learn.
• I am shy around the opposite sex.
• I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.
• I have at least 5 away messages saved. ( I used to, but they got lost with the new ICQ- update)
• I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past
• I own the "South Park" movie.
• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Livejournal. (Well, not LJ, but to be online, anyway)
• I enjoy some country music.
• I would die for my best friend(s).
• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
• I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. ( I don't care about the candy, but Halloween still is awesome!)
• I have dated a close friend's ex.
• I am happy at this moment.
• I’m obsessed with guys.
• Democrat.
• Conservative Republican.
• I am punk rockish.
• I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
• I study for tests most of the time. ( I wish I'd study more... I usually start way too late and don't get much done)
• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. (I used to. Then peer pressure made me learn the "normal" way of tying them very quickly. I still know how to do it "my way", mind.)
• I can work on a car.
• I love my job. (I loved teaching, anyway, and I usually love being a student as well. Let's just hope it stays like this when I'm a "fully grown" teacher :D )
• I am comfortable with who I am right now. (Could be more...)
• I have more than just my ears pierced.
• I walk barefoot wherever I can. (again, I used to, and I am very sad that nowadays I am usually too ashamed to walk barefoot, though I really adore it!)
• I have jumped off a bridge.
• I love sea turtles. (I love ALL animals! =) )
• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
• I plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (Even if to the world my dream seems unimportant and small, to me it is major! =) )
• I am proficient on a musical instrument. (Well, I can play a little on my guitar and a little on my keyboard. It's not much, but it's enough to be able to play some songs, and I enjoy it!)
• I hate office jobs. (Fortunately, I didn't have to work in one, yet.)
• I went to college out of state.
• I am adopted.
• I am a pyro.
• I have thrown up from crying too much.
• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.
• I adore bright colors.
• I usually like covers better than originals.
• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
• I can pick up things with my toes.
• I can't whistle.
• I have ridden/owned a horse. (I have ridden one, when I was a child, and I would love to do it again)
• I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
• I talk in my sleep.
• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
• I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
• I wear a toe ring.
• I have a tattoo.
• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
• I am a caffeine junkie.
• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (Well, I am pretty much a greeny, and I like being it. Still, I wouldn't call it "spiritual". Oh, and yes, I have hugged a tree before, when I was 16. But it felt really stupid.)
• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.
• I have been to over 15 conventions.
• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner
• I'm an artist. I like to draw.
• I am ambidextrous. ( I wish I could do more with my left hand, although there are some things I am good at with both hands.)
• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.
• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.
• I have terrible teeth.
• I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.
• I have more friends on the internet than in real life. (Well... my real- life- friends ARE friends from the internet. What now? :D)
• I have lived in either three different states or countries.
• I am extremely flexible.
• I want to own my own business.
• I smoke.
• I spend way too much time on the computer.
• Nobody has ever said I'm normal.
• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then. ("Every now and then"... more like "Every time" ;) )
• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.
• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me.
• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
• I have played strip poker with someone else before. (Not Poker. But other games, very unusual ones. :D )
• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.
• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
• I can't stand being alone.
• I have at least one obsession at any given time.
• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. ( I used to do this some time ago... kind of weird, when you think about it. XD )
• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.
• I'm a judgmental asshole.
• I'm a HUGE drama-queen. (Well, hopefully not HUGE)
• I have traveled on more than one continent.
• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. ( I rather wish he'd re appear, but then again, I wish he'd just drop dead. Anyway, I wish he would disappear from my life. ;) )
• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. (Big YES on this one)
• I can speak more than one language.
• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
• I would rather read than watch TV.
• I like reading fact more than fiction.
• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
• I have no piercings. (I don't wear them now, anyway.)
• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. (Twice I almost had to, but in the end I got home/ to a friend's in the middle of the night, so that I never had to actually sleep in some public place.)
• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.
• I've been married and am now divorced.
• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.
• I like most animals better than most people.
• I own a collection of retro games consoles.
• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.
• I have hit someone with a dead fish.
• I have written/read erotic stories.
• I am compulsively honest.
• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.
• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed.
• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex. (Something like this, yeah, when I was about 12... and it went on until I was almost 15)
• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.
• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.
• I dislike milk.
• I obsessively wash my hands.
• I always carry something that's significant around with me.
• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.
• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped.
• I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too.
• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime.
• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life.
• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint.
• I love Harry Potter.
• My parents are not together.
• I don't believe in love.
• I hate people who walk incredibly slow. ( No, I am someone who walks incredibly slow. =D )
• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.
• Sometimes I don't shower before work. (More like "half of the time"... I wince at the very thought of wasting water, so I would never shower more then once every other day. And I don't really see the point, either.)
• To me, procrastination is like a disease!
• I want to sleep now.
• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other. (I wouldn't watch . I'm not voyeuristic or anything. Still, it's nice to see couples kissing, and I don't care about their sexes; maybe I'd feel happier about two guys because many gay couples don't dare kiss in public. But I think it would not make much of a difference.)
• I am a typical Gemini born.
• The more I searched the less I've found.
• As a child I was a huge crybaby.
• I'm feeling alone very fast. (Not anymore; sometimes I miss friends very much. But I don't feel alone.)
• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess, who saves the day!
• I always have to spell my (real) name. ( Well, believe it or not, people really have difficulties with it quite often. Still, it's not going to get better after our marriage, I bet. XD )
• I want to die in my sleep.
• I have a strange laugh.
• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.
• I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.
• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool.
• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I could never get rid of. (lots. LOTS.)
• I sing 80's hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis.
• I have a speech disorder.
• I'm infatuably attracted to men with long, blond, curly hair I can't deny this seeing as how the last man I crushed on was a Lestat look-alike.
• I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day.
• I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies.
• I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.
• Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character.
• My dreams are so vivid, they feel real.
• I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.
• I can get jealous easily!
• My computer and harddrive are pretty much my most prized possessions.
• I prefer to buy CDs than download music, free or otherwise.
• I haven't had my first kiss yet.
• I have had teeth pulled.
• I listen to music in at least five different languages.
• I think boys/guys/men are icky.
• I prefer dim lights or candlelight to bright lights
• I fully acknowledge that I love lame jokes, because they're lame. (not because they are lame. Just because I think they are funny.)
• I get happy when I buy food on sale. ( I could even dance my happy- dance after putting it in the fridge. :D)
• I can find beauty and something to love in anything around me.
• Desperate to find where I belong (sometimes. But usually I feel cosy and belonging right where I am)
• I am a home-owner
• I more often feel like an outsider than that I belong
• I'm very spiritual, but not religious at all.
• I've been to 10+ concerts in my life.
• I worry a lot about my future, but at the end of the day, I know I'm going to get everything I'm working for. ( I wouldn't say "a lot", but the rest is true)
• I own 20+ band related clothing items
• i'm absurdly nervous around beautiful people.
• I don't believe I can be fully happy unless I'm crushing/in a relationship with someone.
• I've never been attracted to someone of my own race / ethnicity.
• I can not function without various friendships.
• I regularly do my homework.
• I own two rooms. : D
• I can not burp.
• I am hungry right now!
• I love Disney movies
• I show compassion for every living creature
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Coat West Online Stream
I steal sometimes ...
Wow, this test was worth it:
Yeah.
had all I was very interested in this now ...
Wow, this test was worth it:
Your result for The Attachment Style Test ...
The Error Message
44% 21% Anxiety and Avoidance!
You seem to have fallen through a tiny crack in my scoring system standby. I'm working on it.
Take The Attachment Style Test at H ello Q uizzy
Yeah.
had all I was very interested in this now ...
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Electrical Licence Tn
my father ...
I'm just pretty upset.
My father has now comment for three months no child support paid more. My mother has the extra time set up so that he has the money to her and she told me, because he has paid much less or much too late and more often then yes I would have starved to death several times. 
had any case he is with her ever again borrowed money he spent it for hashish, hotlines or single cigarettes. Or what he's all the other debt some tried to settle.
We all had him down repeatedly suggests he should not hesitate even to go for debt counseling because he's very deeply in debt (I know of over 10,000 €). But that's not what he needed, he can indeed alone. Nee, is clear. Meanwhile, he has not even his telephone line (it probably was clipped, because he has not paid the bills) and you can no longer reach him.
My mother had written a letter to him now that he is finally to sign because of maintenance, otherwise they would turn to a lawyer.
Again, no response.
And now I got an email from a woman he For over 25 years, knows the told me concerned that they could not reach him.
Well, now I'm worried that he might be dead.
I then called my mother today, which sounded very depressed and is now called the police. Her part had it really bad, and that makes me incredibly angry at my father. In any case, the police look over there now. But they only call my mother again when they find him dead. Should he be in hospital or simply rumhocken at home and not responding to the post, we know not. Cool system.
Anyway, that sounds so nasty. If it is not dead, he now has my absolute absolute contempt. And there is really no longer much. This man ... I just do not understand him.
I am now really care if he's still alive. He has never contacted me before, and if so, just to tell me how bad he is doing and it's like smoking pot but great.
And then I experience today, as my mother crying on the phone because it makes it all so ready. And then I think: Woe, woe if it all again was only because his people are just completely not care and because he's just as it pleases, no matter what damage it causes it.
That makes me just so angry! Sometimes I would even just love to be a Happy Family. But if the already does not work, then he should stop but at least to do everything still more complicated. And if he is dead, then at least it's all very controlled.
call me bad taste. But I'm simply fed. Just as he deals with everything with money, with his body, with his family ... he really asked for it. And it would just be fair if all finally would have consequences for him.
I'm just pretty upset.
My father has now comment for three months no child support paid more. My mother has the extra time set up so that he has the money to her and she told me, because he has paid much less or much too late and more often then yes I would have starved to death several times. had any case he is with her ever again borrowed money he spent it for hashish, hotlines or single cigarettes. Or what he's all the other debt some tried to settle.
We all had him down repeatedly suggests he should not hesitate even to go for debt counseling because he's very deeply in debt (I know of over 10,000 €). But that's not what he needed, he can indeed alone. Nee, is clear. Meanwhile, he has not even his telephone line (it probably was clipped, because he has not paid the bills) and you can no longer reach him.
My mother had written a letter to him now that he is finally to sign because of maintenance, otherwise they would turn to a lawyer.
Again, no response.
And now I got an email from a woman he For over 25 years, knows the told me concerned that they could not reach him.
Well, now I'm worried that he might be dead.
I then called my mother today, which sounded very depressed and is now called the police. Her part had it really bad, and that makes me incredibly angry at my father. In any case, the police look over there now. But they only call my mother again when they find him dead. Should he be in hospital or simply rumhocken at home and not responding to the post, we know not. Cool system.
Anyway, that sounds so nasty. If it is not dead, he now has my absolute absolute contempt. And there is really no longer much. This man ... I just do not understand him.
I am now really care if he's still alive. He has never contacted me before, and if so, just to tell me how bad he is doing and it's like smoking pot but great.
And then I experience today, as my mother crying on the phone because it makes it all so ready. And then I think: Woe, woe if it all again was only because his people are just completely not care and because he's just as it pleases, no matter what damage it causes it.
That makes me just so angry! Sometimes I would even just love to be a Happy Family. But if the already does not work, then he should stop but at least to do everything still more complicated. And if he is dead, then at least it's all very controlled.
call me bad taste. But I'm simply fed. Just as he deals with everything with money, with his body, with his family ... he really asked for it. And it would just be fair if all finally would have consequences for him.
Friday, July 4, 2008
Jock Strap Bathing Suit
First, it is different, and second, thinks as Severus Snape
Hermine hatte solange an diesem Trank gearbeitet. Stundenlange Vorbereitung und Suche nach der richtigen Zusammenstellung in der Bibliothek - naja, dort verbrachte sie ja auch so schon genügend Zeit, wie Harry und Ron immer zu sagen pflegen.
Sie hoffte wirklich, das sie alle Zutaten richtig abgemischt und punktgenau gebraut hatte (OH GOTT, waren es nicht doch _zwei_ Nieswurz statt eine??), als sie auf Professor Snape´s Schreibtisch zuging.
"Auf ein Wort, Sir?" began sie. "Miss Granger, was kann ich denn noch für sie und ihren scheinbar unstillbaren Wissensdurst - oder sollte ich vielleicht besser sagen Besserwisserdurst tun?" fragte Severus Snape mit einer hochgezogenen Augenbraue. Hermine schluckte, bevor she continued. "I wanted to ask her if this drink is brewed correctly - Sir." Severus looked into the kettle, and then asked, "Would it perhaps be kind enough to explain to me what kind of drink is so I can tell you my opinion!" and then quickly disappear into my room .. Severus thought.
"Wait, do I have to first make the potion ready." Hermione took from her bag a water-filled pipette and returned to the boiler. "Two drops of water must be added to the drink is ready," Hermione said and gave the said two drops of water in the boiler.
"It seems to me no drink to be they have already gone through in my teaching, or Miss Granger? "" N-No, Sir, I have found the recipe at random and made some improvements, "she said.
came in just that second life in the boiler, there were drifting soft, white clouds out and formed a dense screening, so that you no longer look into the boiler could. Then something went quiet>> PLOPP>> and it materialized a birthday cake with burning candles sooo many (note the author: I write here now _extra_ not the number of candles forth some respect for age, Bitt 'schon * lol *) it popped again, and suddenly hovered over the boiler is a small, colorful fireworks, which ended after a few seconds in a glittering "Happy Birthday, Professor Snape."
Hermione looked spellbound in the face of her magic potion teacher and was hoping for some visual feedback from heaven, _egal_ WHATSOEVER! Severus swept the confetti scraps from the shoulder and said
"Miss Granger, they might be kind enough to vacate their boiler now from my desk?"
Hermione's heart gave a startled dropouts, they reached up again and said, "Of course sir, right away." Disappointment was not the right word for their feelings at this moment, it was just so much more and they fit all at once. She sighed softly. Professor Snape had risen in the meantime and approached from behind Hermione, without which they would have noticed it until now. Suddenly she felt two hands laid gently on her shoulder and turned around. "Hermione, they know what exactly they as brewed at all? This so-called form-shaping illusion potion is one of the heaviest drinker in our guild. And I will tell here what and woe, I hear they have gossiped-I myself am at a test failed, as I should, as brew a potion.
"you," asked Hermione in disbelief.
"Yes, I do. Instead of a "Happy Easter" lettering was for me a "Happy Oyster (n. Oyster = Oyster).
Hermione had to smile now. "But, Miss Granger, they really do not have to take the trouble to research the correct number of candles on the cake, and I do not even know where they got this information. I hate this hoopla, every year the same thing and always It is a compulsion. I am just contrary to a specific day of the year people get to my house to organize something to eat and every year I have to listen again and again, I am now older and find out for myself Now the first "ailments" plague "He screwed up in this sentence really disgusted right eyebrow.
"And the worst are then the "good intentioned" gifts with which I can anfagen anything. You know, Hermione is well-meant the exact opposite of good, I always like to say.
Now, back to the point they asked me for my opinion. 50 points for Gryffindor "smear soaped" but not for but for the most perfect work "
" Per .. perfect, Sir? "Hermione looked blankly up at Professor Snape." However, this is exactly he said. How long did it? Two weeks ago, I guess? About as long as I've used it, "
" No, sir. Not quite a week. Six days to be exact. "
Now it was Professor Snape surprised to look at Hermione.
"In Merlin, Miss Granger let it be said, I notice it when someone tries to take my place in the teachers 'College' And then he did something that Hermione had never seen in her teacher-he laughed! Severus Snape laughed heartily and said something more serious: "But soon, they have as much as I still know one hours change and I want to Merlin I just can not pull Minerva's anger, because I held it a nice day. still, Miss Granger, "
leaving behind a grin Severus Snape, a totally happy and jittery Hermione Granger and quite insecure and bewildered Minerva McGonnagal, which long wondered why Hermione and Severus put a behavior on the day as Albus Dumbledore, if he had bought fresh lemon drops from Hogsmeade ...
"Strange ..." Minerva murmured still, as she went after work on the way to their rooms.
Hermine hatte solange an diesem Trank gearbeitet. Stundenlange Vorbereitung und Suche nach der richtigen Zusammenstellung in der Bibliothek - naja, dort verbrachte sie ja auch so schon genügend Zeit, wie Harry und Ron immer zu sagen pflegen.
Sie hoffte wirklich, das sie alle Zutaten richtig abgemischt und punktgenau gebraut hatte (OH GOTT, waren es nicht doch _zwei_ Nieswurz statt eine??), als sie auf Professor Snape´s Schreibtisch zuging.
"Auf ein Wort, Sir?" began sie. "Miss Granger, was kann ich denn noch für sie und ihren scheinbar unstillbaren Wissensdurst - oder sollte ich vielleicht besser sagen Besserwisserdurst tun?" fragte Severus Snape mit einer hochgezogenen Augenbraue. Hermine schluckte, bevor she continued. "I wanted to ask her if this drink is brewed correctly - Sir." Severus looked into the kettle, and then asked, "Would it perhaps be kind enough to explain to me what kind of drink is so I can tell you my opinion!" and then quickly disappear into my room .. Severus thought.
"Wait, do I have to first make the potion ready." Hermione took from her bag a water-filled pipette and returned to the boiler. "Two drops of water must be added to the drink is ready," Hermione said and gave the said two drops of water in the boiler.
"It seems to me no drink to be they have already gone through in my teaching, or Miss Granger? "" N-No, Sir, I have found the recipe at random and made some improvements, "she said.
came in just that second life in the boiler, there were drifting soft, white clouds out and formed a dense screening, so that you no longer look into the boiler could. Then something went quiet>> PLOPP>> and it materialized a birthday cake with burning candles sooo many (note the author: I write here now _extra_ not the number of candles forth some respect for age, Bitt 'schon * lol *) it popped again, and suddenly hovered over the boiler is a small, colorful fireworks, which ended after a few seconds in a glittering "Happy Birthday, Professor Snape."
Hermione looked spellbound in the face of her magic potion teacher and was hoping for some visual feedback from heaven, _egal_ WHATSOEVER! Severus swept the confetti scraps from the shoulder and said
"Miss Granger, they might be kind enough to vacate their boiler now from my desk?"
Hermione's heart gave a startled dropouts, they reached up again and said, "Of course sir, right away." Disappointment was not the right word for their feelings at this moment, it was just so much more and they fit all at once. She sighed softly. Professor Snape had risen in the meantime and approached from behind Hermione, without which they would have noticed it until now. Suddenly she felt two hands laid gently on her shoulder and turned around. "Hermione, they know what exactly they as brewed at all? This so-called form-shaping illusion potion is one of the heaviest drinker in our guild. And I will tell here what and woe, I hear they have gossiped-I myself am at a test failed, as I should, as brew a potion.
"you," asked Hermione in disbelief.
"Yes, I do. Instead of a "Happy Easter" lettering was for me a "Happy Oyster (n. Oyster = Oyster).
Hermione had to smile now. "But, Miss Granger, they really do not have to take the trouble to research the correct number of candles on the cake, and I do not even know where they got this information. I hate this hoopla, every year the same thing and always It is a compulsion. I am just contrary to a specific day of the year people get to my house to organize something to eat and every year I have to listen again and again, I am now older and find out for myself Now the first "ailments" plague "He screwed up in this sentence really disgusted right eyebrow.
"And the worst are then the "good intentioned" gifts with which I can anfagen anything. You know, Hermione is well-meant the exact opposite of good, I always like to say.
Now, back to the point they asked me for my opinion. 50 points for Gryffindor "smear soaped" but not for but for the most perfect work "
" Per .. perfect, Sir? "Hermione looked blankly up at Professor Snape." However, this is exactly he said. How long did it? Two weeks ago, I guess? About as long as I've used it, "
" No, sir. Not quite a week. Six days to be exact. "
Now it was Professor Snape surprised to look at Hermione.
"In Merlin, Miss Granger let it be said, I notice it when someone tries to take my place in the teachers 'College' And then he did something that Hermione had never seen in her teacher-he laughed! Severus Snape laughed heartily and said something more serious: "But soon, they have as much as I still know one hours change and I want to Merlin I just can not pull Minerva's anger, because I held it a nice day. still, Miss Granger, "
leaving behind a grin Severus Snape, a totally happy and jittery Hermione Granger and quite insecure and bewildered Minerva McGonnagal, which long wondered why Hermione and Severus put a behavior on the day as Albus Dumbledore, if he had bought fresh lemon drops from Hogsmeade ...
"Strange ..." Minerva murmured still, as she went after work on the way to their rooms.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
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Klauediklau ...
I do sometimes with the Klaukette!
first The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
Someone I like ... I really enjoy talking to friends on the phone but it usually never happens. So I guess it would be my mom, and I'd really like that, too.
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
Why wouldn’t I?
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
It depends. I can listen for quite a while without saying anything, but usually I am the one talking, I think.
4. Do you take compliments well?
Again, it depends… mostly on who is making it and what it is they’re saying. I always like getting compliments, though.
5. Do you play Sudoku?
I used to. Somehow I must have gotten fed up with them at some point, so I started playing Picross instead. And now I would stick to Picross since it is easier and I am not good at being unable to solve a puzzle.
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Who knows? Since I am very interested in plants and flowers, I guess I’d know which to avoid and which to eat, and I even know a few healing- plants. Still, if I don’t get back to civilization soon I’d probably die of loneliness or I’d just starve.
7. Do you like to ride horses?
Yeah… I never really did it, just rode horses in circles on fairs and at my uncle’s (who used to own a farm). I really loved it, though, and I like horses.
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Besides visiting my grandparents in Heilbronn we sometimes went on vacation at the North Sea and camped there. We couldn’t afford anything else and we didn’t go there very often, but I simply LOVED to camp there.
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
I guess it was “Reise nach Kuhtel” which we invented… we took chalk and went outsde, where we drew toilets, tables, shops and stuff onto the pavement until we hat drawn a route. We then went along on that route and pretended we were going to Kuhtel, some kind of factory which made stuff out of milk…
On our way we had to go to the toilets, ate at the chalk tables and bought water at the stores. It was like the most boring game ever, come to think of it. Still, I really liked to play it!
I also enjoyed Don’t Worry and other board games. And then there were all the computer games I loved, but today I wish I would have played outside more often.
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
I don’t care about “sexy”. However, even though I would have answered “NO!” in an instant, I really have to think it over now… I guess you’d have to know how the marriage was going and why this person is pursuing me… I mean, I would be where I am now if I’d have stuck with my ethical policies.
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Of course! As long as it’s no fanatic Jesus- Lover like those in “Jesus Camp” or any other fanatic… You have to be able to argue without having to listen to this great argument of “But it’s in the bible!!!!!1111”
12. Do any songs make you cry?
Many, many things can make me cry. And of course, sad songs or romantic ones can do so. Anyway, mostly I cry, because I’m happy. =)
13. Are you continuing your education?
Ever the study-gal. =) I love to learn new things, and if it wasn’t for my laziness, I’d be studying every day.
14. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
I guess I could figure it out quite easily since I had a gun loving friend as a kid and I used to go to the shooting booth at every fair. However, I don’t care since I would never shoot anyone or anything in my life.
15. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
Jule. And My rats. Jule can grab Phoebe. And then we’d all be safe. :)
16. How often do you read books?
I should do so more often. I love reading, but I usually get distracted by my computer and my DS. That’s pretty sad, and I want to change that.
17. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
I am not much of a thinker- person, to be honest. I guess in the past 6 months I thought mostly about my past, but I usually don’t do that. I like the way things are right now, and that’s what matters, anyway.
18. What is your favorite children's book?
Tailchaser’s Song.
I also love Harry Potter and many books from Astrid Lindgren.
19. What color are your eyes?
blue.
20. How tall are you?
170 cm.
21. Where is your dream house located?
Pretty close to where I live now. In fact, if we were just a little closer to the beach, it woud not even be my dream house but the house I wouldn’t even dare too dream of, since it is just too wonderful.
22. Do you have a secret fetish?
None that I know of.
23. Have you tried sushi?
No, since I hate algae, I hate fish, especially raw (besides the fact that I’m vegetarian), and I don’t like rice very much. There are other kinds of sushi, bit I think they always come with algae and rice.
24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Yes, but never just for the fun of it, since it’s so expensive.
25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
Never, though I LOVE Italian food. I think it’s my favourite.
26. When was the last time you were at Church?
erm… must have been a long time ago, about 2004 or even further back. I always liked to go to school church, because it was pretty cool. :)
27. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
Didn’t travel yet, but I’m about to go to Neumünster with Jule, where we’ll meet Dennis and go to the animal shelter. After that I’ll have to go to the dentist… oh bother. =(
28. What was your favorite job?
I kinda like everything I do… still, the only real job I had so far was as a charwoman, cleaning a lawyer’s office. I really liked it, I got paid well and always worked alone, so that I could sing aloud while working. That was really awesome.
29. Do you like mustard?
No, I really hate it. I tried it as a kid and never wanted to try it again afterwards.
30. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
That’s hard, since I like both. I guess there’s nothing more satisfying and awesome than going to sleep when you’re tired as hell or finally eating something after almost having starved. It’s just both so great. =)
31. Do you look like your mom or dad?
I love my mom, my dad I despise.
32. How long does it take you in the shower?
I always hurry up, so that I won’t waste too much water. Also, I turn off the water as long as I’m shampooing my hair or shaving my legs. Summed up, I would say I need 5-10 minutes.
33. Can you do splits?
No, although I wanted to be able to do it as a child. Still, it never worked and finally I gave up.
34. What movie do you want to see right now?
I want to see The Happening, but I know it will scare me to death. :D
35. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
Of course not! Sometimes I want to rewind, but I think it is a good think you always stay in the present. Life’s too short anyway, who’d want to miss even a minute of it?
36. What did you do for New Year's?
See Jules entry. It was awesome, just sleeping away…
37. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
I didn’t see it, I don’t know what it’s about and I really don’t care. I am not much of a movie person, especially horror movies…
38. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
I didn’t see that movie. Again, I hardly ever watch new movies, although I do enjoy watching a good Disney for the umpteenth time.
39. Do you own a camera phone?
No, and I don’t want one… I have a camera and I don’t like the bad quality of cam phones.
40. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
Since I have not much to keep, it didn’t add up to a box, though I have a few photos of my ex in my photo box and a few letters in my stuff- box and a little flannel in which I keep the gifts I got from her. It’s not much, she wrote me like three letters on the whole, and each was a “Why I want to break up” letter. So it’s not that romantic. ;) One Christmas gift I even threw away, because it was really just making me sad…
41. Was your mom a cheerleader?
No, I am glad to say that there is as good as no cheerleading in Germany.
42. What's the last letter of your middle name?
I don’t have a middle name.
43. Do you like your middle name?
No, I always wanted to have one since both my first and last name are really short. I wanted to be able to develop a really cool autograph, but there were simply too few letters.
44. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
many. I need about 9 ½ hours and I usually get them.
45. Do you like Care Bears?
I loved them as a child, but somehow I lost interest.
46. What do you buy at the movies?
Nothing. There’s nothing I could eat, anyway. And I prefer to be sucked into the movie, which doesn’t work when you’re eating. Or moving, for that matter. :D
47. Do you know how to play poker?
No, and I really don’t care.
48. Do you wear your seatbelt?
Of course!!!!!!!!!111111111111111
49. What do you wear to sleep?
Mostly a shirt, my underpants and boxer shorts, sometimes just my underpants. When it’s too hot in summer, I wear a shirt that’s been soaked with cold water. :D
50. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
I guess… It’s a big city. I never cared, to be honest.
51. How many meals do you eat a day?
I don’t count them. I eat when I’m hungry. Always need breakfast. :D
52. Is your tongue pierced?
Nuh, but my nose is. Although I don’t wear that piercing anymore.
53. Do you like funny or serious people better?
It’s good to have someone to be funny and serious with. I don’t like people who never laugh and I don’t like people who always behave as if life was a joyride. ;)
54. Ever been to L.A.?
No, I never want to go to the USA, though I might still do it, since it would be interesting and Jule would enjoy it reeeeeeeally much! =)
55. Did you eat a cookie today?
Don’t eat cookies. Love the ones, Jule makes… but she never makes them anymore…
56. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
I don’t even know how to steal them, so I always pay.
57. Do you hate chocolate?
Come on… Who HATES chocolate?! I love my 99% chocolate.
58. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
I don’t really talk to my dad anymore, so that’s fine. With my mom… we argue about alcohol and her husband, but we never really fight.
59. Are you a gullible person?
Yeah, pretty much.
60. When was the last time you cried?
I always cry. Can’t give you a specific date, though.
61. If you could have any job what would it be?
Ethologist. The kind where you don’t cut up your animals afterwards.
62. Are you easy to get along with?
I guess, in the beginning I am pretty easy, but it gets more and more difficult as my personality unfolds.
63. What is your favourite time of day?
I like it all, and I would not know which to prefer tme
I do sometimes with the Klaukette!
first The phone rings, who do you want it to be?
Someone I like ... I really enjoy talking to friends on the phone but it usually never happens. So I guess it would be my mom, and I'd really like that, too.
2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
Why wouldn’t I?
3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
It depends. I can listen for quite a while without saying anything, but usually I am the one talking, I think.
4. Do you take compliments well?
Again, it depends… mostly on who is making it and what it is they’re saying. I always like getting compliments, though.
5. Do you play Sudoku?
I used to. Somehow I must have gotten fed up with them at some point, so I started playing Picross instead. And now I would stick to Picross since it is easier and I am not good at being unable to solve a puzzle.
6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
Who knows? Since I am very interested in plants and flowers, I guess I’d know which to avoid and which to eat, and I even know a few healing- plants. Still, if I don’t get back to civilization soon I’d probably die of loneliness or I’d just starve.
7. Do you like to ride horses?
Yeah… I never really did it, just rode horses in circles on fairs and at my uncle’s (who used to own a farm). I really loved it, though, and I like horses.
8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Besides visiting my grandparents in Heilbronn we sometimes went on vacation at the North Sea and camped there. We couldn’t afford anything else and we didn’t go there very often, but I simply LOVED to camp there.
9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
I guess it was “Reise nach Kuhtel” which we invented… we took chalk and went outsde, where we drew toilets, tables, shops and stuff onto the pavement until we hat drawn a route. We then went along on that route and pretended we were going to Kuhtel, some kind of factory which made stuff out of milk…
On our way we had to go to the toilets, ate at the chalk tables and bought water at the stores. It was like the most boring game ever, come to think of it. Still, I really liked to play it! I also enjoyed Don’t Worry and other board games. And then there were all the computer games I loved, but today I wish I would have played outside more often.
10. If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was married, would you go for it?
I don’t care about “sexy”. However, even though I would have answered “NO!” in an instant, I really have to think it over now… I guess you’d have to know how the marriage was going and why this person is pursuing me… I mean, I would be where I am now if I’d have stuck with my ethical policies.
11. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
Of course! As long as it’s no fanatic Jesus- Lover like those in “Jesus Camp” or any other fanatic… You have to be able to argue without having to listen to this great argument of “But it’s in the bible!!!!!1111”
12. Do any songs make you cry?
Many, many things can make me cry. And of course, sad songs or romantic ones can do so. Anyway, mostly I cry, because I’m happy. =)
13. Are you continuing your education?
Ever the study-gal. =) I love to learn new things, and if it wasn’t for my laziness, I’d be studying every day.
14. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
I guess I could figure it out quite easily since I had a gun loving friend as a kid and I used to go to the shooting booth at every fair. However, I don’t care since I would never shoot anyone or anything in my life.
15. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you grabbed?
Jule. And My rats. Jule can grab Phoebe. And then we’d all be safe. :)
16. How often do you read books?
I should do so more often. I love reading, but I usually get distracted by my computer and my DS. That’s pretty sad, and I want to change that.
17. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
I am not much of a thinker- person, to be honest. I guess in the past 6 months I thought mostly about my past, but I usually don’t do that. I like the way things are right now, and that’s what matters, anyway.
18. What is your favorite children's book?
Tailchaser’s Song.
I also love Harry Potter and many books from Astrid Lindgren.
19. What color are your eyes?
blue.
20. How tall are you?
170 cm.
21. Where is your dream house located?
Pretty close to where I live now. In fact, if we were just a little closer to the beach, it woud not even be my dream house but the house I wouldn’t even dare too dream of, since it is just too wonderful.
22. Do you have a secret fetish?
None that I know of.
23. Have you tried sushi?
No, since I hate algae, I hate fish, especially raw (besides the fact that I’m vegetarian), and I don’t like rice very much. There are other kinds of sushi, bit I think they always come with algae and rice.
24. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Yes, but never just for the fun of it, since it’s so expensive.
25. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
Never, though I LOVE Italian food. I think it’s my favourite.
26. When was the last time you were at Church?
erm… must have been a long time ago, about 2004 or even further back. I always liked to go to school church, because it was pretty cool. :)
27. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
Didn’t travel yet, but I’m about to go to Neumünster with Jule, where we’ll meet Dennis and go to the animal shelter. After that I’ll have to go to the dentist… oh bother. =(
28. What was your favorite job?
I kinda like everything I do… still, the only real job I had so far was as a charwoman, cleaning a lawyer’s office. I really liked it, I got paid well and always worked alone, so that I could sing aloud while working. That was really awesome.
29. Do you like mustard?
No, I really hate it. I tried it as a kid and never wanted to try it again afterwards.
30. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
That’s hard, since I like both. I guess there’s nothing more satisfying and awesome than going to sleep when you’re tired as hell or finally eating something after almost having starved. It’s just both so great. =)
31. Do you look like your mom or dad?
I love my mom, my dad I despise.
32. How long does it take you in the shower?
I always hurry up, so that I won’t waste too much water. Also, I turn off the water as long as I’m shampooing my hair or shaving my legs. Summed up, I would say I need 5-10 minutes.
33. Can you do splits?
No, although I wanted to be able to do it as a child. Still, it never worked and finally I gave up.
34. What movie do you want to see right now?
I want to see The Happening, but I know it will scare me to death. :D
35. If you could fast forward your life, would you?
Of course not! Sometimes I want to rewind, but I think it is a good think you always stay in the present. Life’s too short anyway, who’d want to miss even a minute of it?
36. What did you do for New Year's?
See Jules entry. It was awesome, just sleeping away…
37. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
I didn’t see it, I don’t know what it’s about and I really don’t care. I am not much of a movie person, especially horror movies…
38. Could you relate to a character in Mean Girls?
I didn’t see that movie. Again, I hardly ever watch new movies, although I do enjoy watching a good Disney for the umpteenth time.
39. Do you own a camera phone?
No, and I don’t want one… I have a camera and I don’t like the bad quality of cam phones.
40. Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
Since I have not much to keep, it didn’t add up to a box, though I have a few photos of my ex in my photo box and a few letters in my stuff- box and a little flannel in which I keep the gifts I got from her. It’s not much, she wrote me like three letters on the whole, and each was a “Why I want to break up” letter. So it’s not that romantic. ;) One Christmas gift I even threw away, because it was really just making me sad…
41. Was your mom a cheerleader?
No, I am glad to say that there is as good as no cheerleading in Germany.
42. What's the last letter of your middle name?
I don’t have a middle name.
43. Do you like your middle name?
No, I always wanted to have one since both my first and last name are really short. I wanted to be able to develop a really cool autograph, but there were simply too few letters.
44. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
many. I need about 9 ½ hours and I usually get them.
45. Do you like Care Bears?
I loved them as a child, but somehow I lost interest.
46. What do you buy at the movies?
Nothing. There’s nothing I could eat, anyway. And I prefer to be sucked into the movie, which doesn’t work when you’re eating. Or moving, for that matter. :D
47. Do you know how to play poker?
No, and I really don’t care.
48. Do you wear your seatbelt?
Of course!!!!!!!!!111111111111111
49. What do you wear to sleep?
Mostly a shirt, my underpants and boxer shorts, sometimes just my underpants. When it’s too hot in summer, I wear a shirt that’s been soaked with cold water. :D
50. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
I guess… It’s a big city. I never cared, to be honest.
51. How many meals do you eat a day?
I don’t count them. I eat when I’m hungry. Always need breakfast. :D
52. Is your tongue pierced?
Nuh, but my nose is. Although I don’t wear that piercing anymore.
53. Do you like funny or serious people better?
It’s good to have someone to be funny and serious with. I don’t like people who never laugh and I don’t like people who always behave as if life was a joyride. ;)
54. Ever been to L.A.?
No, I never want to go to the USA, though I might still do it, since it would be interesting and Jule would enjoy it reeeeeeeally much! =)
55. Did you eat a cookie today?
Don’t eat cookies. Love the ones, Jule makes… but she never makes them anymore…
56. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
I don’t even know how to steal them, so I always pay.
57. Do you hate chocolate?
Come on… Who HATES chocolate?! I love my 99% chocolate.
58. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
I don’t really talk to my dad anymore, so that’s fine. With my mom… we argue about alcohol and her husband, but we never really fight.
59. Are you a gullible person?
Yeah, pretty much.
60. When was the last time you cried?
I always cry. Can’t give you a specific date, though.
61. If you could have any job what would it be?
Ethologist. The kind where you don’t cut up your animals afterwards.
62. Are you easy to get along with?
I guess, in the beginning I am pretty easy, but it gets more and more difficult as my personality unfolds.
63. What is your favourite time of day?
I like it all, and I would not know which to prefer tme
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